Brain knows! but heart doesn't care...

Dreaming about everything,

At nothing I stare,

Falling for someone might hurt,

Brain knows but the heart doesn't care,

That connection, that spark,

The way I felt that day,

Knowing no limits, to feel it forever,

I can give anything away,

Not knowing if it was mutual,

I am scared to go through it again,

But what if this was going to be it?

Maybe, it is worth a pain!

Is there any future? Shall I keep hope?

Unsure about it all,

Sometimes I begin to wonder,

Is there anything at all?

Paying no heed to logic,

I decide, my heart I will lend,

If it breaks or is hurt,

I believe, god will help me to mend!

But I will never ever give up

Growing up makes us experience many things of which we have only heard of till date. Be it good or bad, like there comes a first time when you actually feel the satisfaction in forgiving others, or the first time when you actually get hurt by someone. First time when you really get to know what 'tension' is. I have learnt that happy things give you joy and you never question them and difficult things give you the strength but you never see it. Come what may, you will never win without trying. So, I believe whatever happen's one should never give up. The picture (taken from internet)

Never ever give up 

Life is not easy, I know,

and neither is it impossible;

but arduous things happen,

& I'm not always capable;

Sometimes alone and unaware,

whom to turn to and where to go;

wish there was somebody who understood,

who never let me feel low;

People are always there around

but not sure if they will be there for me;

may be they will be, yet the situation

makes their care invisible for me to see;

Still, I'll never ever give it up against the situation

letting time heal things and believing in rays of hope;

with all the situations coming my way,

gathering all strength I'll always try to cope. 

Mumbai (aka Bombay)..... THE city

Started Mumbai.... the city of dreams... the city that never sleeps... the city that never stops. People store the memories of their first visit to Mumbai and how the city treated them. Was just reading something by someone in which Mumbai was appreciated from various angles and then, I started thinking about it too... and mumbai definitely deserves a thought. I stay in Pune and yet haven't been to Mumbai many times... just two or three. The best trip was when I had my BITS entrance exam in Mumbai and here I give Mumbai its credit - 

The road that leads from Pune to Mumbai is express way and you don't need more than two hours to reach. I was about 17th and heard a lot about the city... even imagined a lot. Last time I was there was when I was Nine. The month was June. The climate was hot, humid and it rainy. The moment we entered Mumbai, my mind told me - look this is the place where all the celebrities stay, all successful people like Mr. Dhirubai Ambani live there life, the city where most of the success stories are written. It felt as if the desire of success, dreams, ambitions, passion and excitement was in the air. So many people with so many different things to do.   The one who steps in the city cannot go back as the same person but automatically learn something, achieve or for that matter loose something. It gave me the feeling that the success is among us. The people who are treated as VIPs are right here and are from us. We can be one too. It gave me tremendous of confidence and motivation for I think everything in life. I was very surprised about the feeling I got by just being in Mumbai. I knew it was gonna feel something because I was going to make myself feel the city but this was totally different. I felt the city in its own way, not the way I imagined. The city totally outsmarted me!! All this I got from the two-three hours I spent in Mumbai as the rest of the day was exam. I really wonder how it will be like to be in Mumbai for few days and experience the daily life of different people there. I want to stay in Mumbai as Mumbaikar for once in my life. I don't have any thing more to write about it right now but 'm sure that I'll have many more things then. I am eager to learn more from the city and to experience more of it's flavors but just the thought of security stops me from dreaming about staying there. The city knows everything and that includes the cruelty and the attacks that it faces every now and then. I pray that the place becomes safe to live and free from any such kind of troubles.